my basic motivation

Last week, I participated in seminer of graduate school of professional accountancy with co-worker.
May be, I will not enter this kind of school, but it is very good for me because I again recognized importance of studying something.

Recently, I lost motivation to studying something new because I have beaten by difficult task and proffesional staff that I feel not to catch up with.
I know staff who was fired by firm bacause of inability.
I am a type of man who easily feel pressure under difficult circumstances.

However, I regained energy to work and improve my skill by attending the seminer.
I forgot initial and basic motivation for me to change my job and enter completely new world.
I changed my job in order to re-start my carrer.
I hoped to difficult circumstances and improve my ability to survive this challenging world.

I like to study something new.
It is lucky for me to get new knowledge and experiences by working for firm and clients.
And I choose this kind of job.